Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Sunday, May 15, 2005

currently playing - We Belong Together.

I think I'm okay, yeah. I'm depressed. & upset.

Is it making me worst? Is the situation worsen? I guess the fault is mine. I shouldn't have messaged you & all. Yeah, be it. I don't care. Go on & love her, girl. You should care, I know you care for her. You both can make a perfect pair. You might not get what I mean now. You will, sooner or later. The rumours are going around. You will know sooner or later. Go on & love her. She needs you like no one else. You both know, you're in for this shit. Go on. You need her, she needs you too.

I don't care anymore. Why should I? It's the love/sex life of you two. I shouldn't care, I shouldn't bother. I should just shut up, see the both of you happily together & keep those tears flowing. You know, I'm tired of caring so much when the other party doesn't care, doesn't bother. You won't know how does it feels like to be me. You don't know the pain that I'm going through, do you? Have you put yopurself into my shoes & think? You didn't & you won't. You won't even give a fuck to this shits. Why should you? You got that love of yours. As long as you're happy with her, why bother?

Go on & be that happy pair people would be seeing. Go on & love. Why bother what I or others out there think? I think I'd be okay.

I'm a paradox.

I wanna care, I wanna know because I ~~love~~ you.

Let it be.

The truth ~~hurts~~ like none other.

The pain will not fade away, it will not go away. ):

GET OUT, LEAVE RIGHT NOW.

You're the one that I'll keep for all time.

; stick with you